the results are finally out.
I knew from the very start, that im not gona get in. but i still wana give hope to it.
my bad! at least now my heart is calm. i like to know the truth, rather than waiting for it.!
The result are quite frustrating coz i didnt get in! while all my other friends didnt know their result yet, and they still have a chance. who knows. i wish them best of luk!
I mean its just the 4 of us, if i didnt get in, WOW...it would be quite embarassing!!
apa2 la..nothing for me to loose.
i knoe its for the best.
but im not quite upset about only that, there's also this one teeny tiny thing thats been bugging me! urghh.....its a mix feeling~ im not sure y. but its complicated!
Maybe its time to think about all this kinda staf.
I mean we are all growing up, sooner or later, there's gonna be that other person "our soulmate" who's going be with us until death do us part.
i need some space to think! Its not an easy decision to make.Before i came to my senses, i should definitely take some advise from the experinced one. rite guys.huhu