Friday, October 30, 2009

Muhasabah diri sendiri. (internal bleeding).

salamz~~~




Everything Happen for a reason. and i do believe in Allah. He knows wats best 4 me.Insyaallah everything will b allright.
Semua ni berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya yg tersendiri.
Apa2 pun aku bersyukur.
And i need to remind myself,


if u swim at the shore, u can maybe find a fish, but if u swim deeper inside the ocean, u can definitely see all kind of different fishes in the sea,
the one u cant even imagine to see,
God's unique creation.
We can plan, but can never know's what God is planning ahead for us.



So I am definitely thankful of what i have now,
think positif and always check myself first, before i check other people.
Dont judge other people, because u r still one of them.
(muhasabah diri sendiri)


*kenapa aku merepek begini???



*hanya mereka dan Allah sahaja yg tau


* dalam hidup ini kena kuat, kerana perjalanan masih jauh ke hadapan



;))





Tuesday, October 27, 2009

So what~~

salamz~~


i wrote a new post becoz im soo DAMnn bored okeh~
Office is boring, at home also the same~
i hope to change the environment soon......or am going to loosee my mind....

OUCH~~~

C'mon....plz3....i hope my paycheck arrived this week...because i am so DAMN BORED.
do i need to repeat this..

dem BORED!!!!

haishhhh

if only i have video games>>>>uhuuuu<<<<<

if only i have lots of money~~~~~$$$$$$~~~~~


I NEED A LIFE!!!!!



and i also think i am one stubborn little kid, whose not going to give up applying for a leave.
NOT YET of course.
not until i get my approval~~
MUAHAhahahahaaa.......
I'll try again 2morrow.


Wish me luck~~




“ Sesungguhnya ALLAH SWT tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum, melainkan kaum itu terlebih dahulu mengubah apa yang ada pada diri mereka” Surah Ar-Ra’d ayat 11.


Sebab itulah, apabila kita berputus asa, sebenarnya kita sudah berputus asa terhadap ALLAH SWT yang memberikan kita ujian, terhadap ALLAH SWT yang mengarahkan kita untuk berusaha, terhadap ALLAH SWT yang memberikan kita apa yang kita dapat.



Wednesday, October 21, 2009

MARI berkaraekoei wif me~~~




Hey, hey, hey, hey

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
(Taste it on my tongue)

The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you, oh, so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over
(Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
(Stuck in black and white)

You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now I'm sober

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over, I still taste it on my tongue
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over


Thursday, October 15, 2009

Sedey giler cuti x dapat APPROVE!!~~~ ;((

salamz~~~~

TADI...i finally got the courage to see my bos and submit my leave form.
Semalam dah bagi dah, tapi dia suh pikir masak2, cuz im still on prob la..bla bla bla..........

So petang tadi before lunch i bagi letter tu..


jeng jeng jeng



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X DAPAT APPROVAL LAAAAAAAA


sedey giler.
dah la dia panggil 3 orang dlm bilik tu, cam buat meeting lak..
haishhhhhhhhhh

gilo ke apo jang.

tapi yg aku sangat2 malu sebab, first aku bg reason x jumpa my dad arnd 3 month dah, pastu HR tu cakap, u said ur father just come back for raya haritu
(sebab raya haritu pon aku mtk leave seminggu= 3 days la) for an unpaid leave.

MALU GILERR2.........all that pop out of my mounth is OPPSSSS
WTH is that Opppss.????

adoiiiiiii~~
nampak sgt pekerja yg ske temberang, semata mata nk dpt cuti.
eeeeee malu ngn diri seniri..
haishhhhh


lagipon aku mtk cuti 12 hari~
yela...nak g overc ma, mana leh kejap2 je,
family g sana 1 month, aku g sana 12 hari ckp ar.
tu pon semua aku citer tu............then diaorng membebel2 pasal aku still on prob, then sapa je yg nak cover position aku?? dah la lama..
how seryes r u about ur job?? what is on ur mind???? is this leave importnt???
n on and on about aku ni the first person yg mtk cuti lama2 while on prob (malu siottttt)....
pastu HR tu ungkit balik time aku interviu dulu (cakap u know wat la kan)



aku rasa cam xdela pentng sangt position aku kot..........
(sapa2 je leh take over) hurmmmm...............malasnyeeee
seryesly rasa nak quit!!!! drp kene fired bek aku quitt~~~



AAHhh~~~~~~depress nyeeee~~~
xtau nk wat camana. tinggal sorang ke??? hurm~~~~
diorng yg len sumer dah wat visa.
cian aku..



sedey

sedey

sedey



wuwu


;((



Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Berfoya- foya jap

salamz~~~



Dah lama tidak ketemu sama mereka ini.....~~~
Everyone wif their own activities and life. So finally ketemu jugak aritu.
heheee...SUKER.~~~~


BTW...
work is stressful, but still controllable, but i also have the guts to ask for an unpaid leave for 2 weeks in Disember~~~gara2 nak g holiday~~~hoho.
xtaula dpt approval or not. But i hope i will get, because my whole family is going for a whole month, and i ony take a leave for 2 weeks. If i didn't get approval, that leave's me home alone for a month. AND i am so not good at taking care of maself.
muahahahaaa...

I think mesti my bos extend my probation~from 3 mnth to ??? how mnth???~walaweh~~byk sgt cuti~~~
aku pon naik sogan.hahahaaa..........


2morow:
AKU nak bincang satu matter ni ngn BOS. harap2 matter aku ni dterima, setelah sekian lama dpendam seniri..
wish me luck.






left : syira, me and nurlin


daaa~~~~~
didu

Sunday, October 04, 2009

My first paycheck~~wuhuUu

salamz~~


terujanya bile tgk account bank~~ngeeeeee~~~~~
tp ni baru half, coz i start working pon middle month. ehek~~
sonok doh.......
x cam jadi student dulu...duet masuk pon ske2 je habiskan.x kisah pon berapa tinggal
or berapa dapat.haishhhhh~~~yg tau....weekend ni nak g mana ye?
nak spend duet ke mana???hahahHAHAaaa~~~

That is a student life.

Sekarang, duet hasil titik peluh sendiri. penat2 keje. nak simpan and kene fikir pasal
investment lak, nak bg parent duet gak.nak simpan tuk beli kete n rumah lagi.
Huishhh..macam2 plan ni......
Weekend pon x cam dulu........sekrng byk abiskan masa kt umah je, TIDO la apa lagi!!!!
ganti weekdays yg penat.kunun la~~~
kalo member ajak kua br kua.hehe.....

NOW is a beginning of working lifestyle

So...tomorrow akak ainur tu dah xda. so aku kene jadi independent la. xda orng nk ajar dah pasal kerja2 neh.
kalo kene marah tahan jela........hurm............




WHAT WILL HAPPEN THEN????????



wait n cee

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